I don't know how I got to this stage... How did I allow my feelings to lead me to this doom... I am the one who always advise friends and wake them up from the heedlessness of false feelings. Today I wander like a drunk in the corridors of shiny velvet with a fragrant smell, but the corridors remain lost, bewilderment and inevitable the painPassing through the aspects of my mind, my heartache multiplied. A few sweet memories of which we were happy.. She was close to me and I was near her.. She trusted me and I was with her in everything.Why, my mind, don't you repeat the last meeting so that I may calm down? Why don't you want to remind you of what she said the last time we met and talked, and you rejected my feelings? She returned my love to me in a box in disappointment.. She said she was looking for something else.. Her happiness is not with me.. She can't help but leave..